Friday, April 28, 2006

not myself

jus got myself a dual voltage 512 mmc for just 29bucks.
i'm suppose to be happy. but i'm not.
didnt get the right feeling the whole day.
just get to know something that reali hit me in the head.
seems like whatever things that i do, there's always someone unhappy.
what exactly should i do???

i'm just a nobody.
but why did my stuff actually affect others.
confused.
mind blockage.
cant think.

could i just put everything aside?
don't think i can.
don't blame me for my mistakes.
i'll try to change but i need time.
i mean no man is saint.
one would sure to make mistakes.
to err is human.
to forgive is divine.
i understand that one reap its own sow.
and i do belive in karma.
but is this my retribution again?

its too much of a price to pay.
i still wondering why it always has to hurt for every lesson that u've learn.

sigh.
try to understand my stand.
things aint as easy as it looks like.
dont just look at the surface.