Sunday, May 14, 2006

just a normal day~

spent my mother's day like any other normal day.
mum's sick today.
was suppose to have steamboat at home with my relative.
ended up deciding to eat out somewhere else.
freaks me out.
never wanted to go.
so agreed to go out with my friends.

not really having any fun.
minds' corrupted.
just simply mind blockage.
couldn't think of anything.
basically just soul out of body. =(

saw everybody already attached.
saw those contented faces.
feels so envy.

was suppose to be at boonlay in the evening.
but they only msg me when i'm already out.
whole day nobody calls.
when i'm out then ask me go back.
sigh. sorry i couldn't be there.
u guys must be tired moving those stuff.
but i feels kinda left out.
i belive it wasn't ur intention.
maybe because of me.
we wasn't as close like last time already.
feels more like hi-bye friends.
sigh.